You Are Internal - Realist - Powerful

You feel your life is controlled internally.If you want something, you make it happen.You don't wait around for things to go your way.You value your independence and don't like others to have control. You are a realist when it comes to luck.You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...But you do your best to try to make your own luck. When it comes to who's in charge, it's you.Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler.You don't care much about what others think.But they better care what you think!

i know the blog's stagnant. i can't help it. im really busy... with band mostly? mebbe i'm kidding myself. i can't even find time to do tutorials, but there i am, chatting on msn the whole of today.

tomorrow there's the istana performance, and i haven't pack my stuff~ lazy, man. its at 11 am. all are welcomed to watch... its 45 mins... but the songs are pretty ok... as in the pop songs and all... except for flower fantasy.

that song is pretty cursed. the marimba part is crazy. well, i think that is just an excuse for me to not play well. its hard, and i HAVE tried perfecting it... its also the song which led to a series of events that got me disappointed in him.

Why say you can't when you haven't tried? see, you made it in the end. i forced you the part because i have faith in your ability... i know whatever she said to you were quite hurting. i understand. im an appeal student too. i know how it will feel like if my senior said the same things to me. but thats her. that's what she is admirable about. her honest and straightforward character is what that has earned my respect as a friend.

i've apologised. whether or not to continue the friendship lies undecided... i'm quite disappointed that this friendship became like that...

so there.

P.S. Anderson Junior College Symphonic Band's Concert,
SPIRITANTO X - The Odyssey is on the 30th of May, 7.30pm at Victoria Concert Hall
Tickets are at $10, free seating. get tickets from me if you wanna go... :)