I'm now purely irritated by this person who calls herself a GOOD friend. When you need her help, she disappears and only appears when it concerns her. you talk to her, and she speaks as though it is just to make you keep quiet. for things having to do with her studies/ future and whatsoever, she does them properly, for all other things that can be deemed as secondary in importance, including things that you see as being crucial, are done at the very last minute. she doesn't offer her help unless you ask her to do something, and she expects that when she needs your help, you HAVE to assist her. she knows that you are very anxious about something and purposely takes her time to dilly-dally in telling you what's the latest development, causing you to be worrying almost the entire day, even though its your birthday. you can't eat your birthday dinner/father's day dinner at ease because you feel that she is sooo irresponsible. she forgets that it is your birthday.

so there.

my sister asks me why i dont update my blog even when i have all the time in the world now.

the problem is, theres really nothing to blog about. what i do everyday is just go to work, slack, come home, slack. boring isnt it? but i like it. its boring. its routinal. its too slack. but its something i worked hard for. something that i slogged my guts out for the A levels to achieve.

before the A levels my mother used to say "just work hard until your exams are over, and i won't even care how you spend your holidays."
yar right. now everyday at eleven she will say "go and sleep. NOW! or esle i'll slap you!"

haha. im going 19 in 2 weeks and i need to be told by my mother i need to sleep by eleven pm SHARP. wth?

and when i was at home before i got a job, she would be saying " cant you do something constructive during your holidays? stop moping around like a hopeless, worthless piece of shit." (ok this was said in mandarin/hokkien - i did the translation)

i dont i can believe if she ever says something like "study hard and you can ENJOY your holiday" to my bro or sis. its impossible. utterly impossible if she is at home.

so there.