today was the second sit-in lab.

as usual i couldn't do. but i didnt thought much of it... hey, i could compile!

haha. whatever.

then there is this super smart person in my class who asked "Can you do today's lab?"

i said no. and he said "Then what are you doing in Computing?"

That simple question hit me.

Somehow i felt hurt.

I don't know why though, i had this sense that of if-i-had-tried-to-explain-myself-i-may-cry feeling. So i didnt really say anything.

So. now in my room, i'm thinking, why did i put computing first choice? if i had put some other faculty first choice i may not be feeling bad right now...

but being the stubborn person i am, i did say, since i came in aiming for IS, i won't go out with anything less.

sounds nice. But can i do it?
i really wonder...

*feeling lost*